word spit- head organization thoughts
i feel like i’m pretty bad at technical aspects of photography so i’ve always got self doubt and won’t do jobs and stuff like that. which is stupid. i’ve been trying to learn for so long, but the answer is usually that i need to have better equipment? which is even more dumb because everyone has baller ass photos with like chill silly cameras. and i’m recovering from sickness so sorry if you can’t understand me. but i need to get out and take effing pictures. a whole roll of beautiful pictures i took this weekend came out black and sometimes i just feel like pictures will never come out how i want them to. and then i think of annie leibovitz and how she never stops with a photo until t is perfectly how it was in her mind and i think the reason that all these things are happening is that it’s my fault… then i think off all my school work and everything else random and i get so overwhelmed. I JUST WANT TO TAKE A PHOTO LIKE IT IS IN MY HEAD FOR HEAVEN SAKES. I NEED TO SAY WORDs onto my blog but they’re coming out stupid so deal wichoself. i can only be me, okay?! and the goal is: amazing photos. so that’s it.
2 months ago