Cornify LAPOOR - some deal i wrote 4 tool day '09
June 17, 2009

some deal i wrote 4 tool day '09

What kind of person do I want to be?
-I want to be able to feel comfortable around everyone (a longshot, I know), but stop analyzing myself and blaming myself everytime something goes wrong.
-I’d like to be able to initiate relationships and be a more proactive person.
-I’d like to feel natural around everyone… sometimes I feel perfect around people I don’t care about, but start to get really conscious around those I do.
-I’d like to be able to tell people that I care about that I care about them.
-Be able to share my thoughts better (mostly w/ my family? I guess…)
-I want to live my life comfortably, but put myself in what I see now as uncomfortable situations. (Or if it wasn’t comfortable, don’t look back on it and blame myself.)
-I want my friends etc. to be able to/want to open up to me, and if there are misunderstandings (…) etc… they should be able to bring it up.
-I want to be able to solve conflicts, and remain just as close w/ the friend after I have.
-I would like to be happy when I feel happy and sad when I feel sad.
-Stop complaining around people.
-Think about how to change things.
-Stop panicking in conversations and thinking so much about what I do wrong and instead read more books.
-Be able to work well w/ people.
-Value each person even if I’m just meeting them and they seem annoying or mean- they probably feel that way for a reason.
-Talk to people/call more about their problems, ask how they’re doing try to help them.
-Honest/honestly/honest/brave… LOL
-Uh… stop getting angry at people and try to explain things.
-Try to find words.
-Make a change.
-Kick conventional beauty out of the world.
-Organized/planning for the future.
-Trusting