LAPOOR

the reason why i don’t like to write/do.homework is because i’ve been shot down so many times whenever i try so i know i’ll just be shot down again and i don’t want that to happen. so why even try?

gonna set up a studio downstairs

i need to get a job

i feel all muddled. i am going to get rid of everything i don’t really care about. my room will be stripped, then i will make it better.

doubting myself in photography. this sucks.

goal for today:

• organize college stuff
• MAKE MY ROOM AWESOME

I'M GOING TO PLAN AN ACTUAL PHOTOSHOOT BROSKIEZ!!!!11

(via mysticalandshit)

i want to effing do this

fromsecondstory:

finally performed my first wika spell that actually worked

wat was iiiit?

stuff

i really should write this all down in my journal i guess? (okay, this whole post sounds like a typical lauren poor journal entry) well… thursday i uploaded stuff to nfaa- CROSSING MY FINGERS! (oh and i made my #4 costume and a cat blog) i really want to win some sort of contest. i guess it’s not what really matters though, so i won’t be bummed if i don’t. today i woke up 10 minutes early to paint my face to make myself seem like one of my recent paintings. vac was chill. then home and saw richard on the way (yes, a kid as excited to trick or treat as i am in a world full of teenagers who are “too old” for it!) and molly in the hood which was crazy. then i set up a scavenger hunt in my neighborhood. chilled w/ nellie which was nice because i never see her! then claire and rachel came and we had a scavenger hunt. i didn’t know the ending location for my scavenger hunt would also be the “pot spot” for some local teens, but it was funny. i hid chocolate which was funny because they had munchies and wished they had found it first. too bad. then julie came and we bobbed for apples. that shizz is hard! then we rented the addams family show and it is kind of bad. then julie rachel and i ate some and they left and now i’m about to sleep because THAT WEEK TIRED ME OUT. now i will go work on my costume for a bit then sleep. city at peace tomorrow! exciting! i don’t know whether to wear my real costume or not. the rest is HALLOWEEN EXCITMENT!!!!! see yall (not really) (but take pics of your costumes) (and mike i hope you feel better) (and lily. DUH.)