Cornify LAPOOR
June 30, 2009

SHYNESS IS NICE, SHYNESS CAN STOP YOU FROM DOING ALL THE THINGS IN LIFE YOU’D LIKE TO

SO IF THERE’S SOMETHING YOU’D LIKE TO TRY, IF THERE’S SOMETHING YOU’D LIKE TO TRY

ASK ME I WON’T SAY NO HOW COULD I?

maybe i just don’t know anymore… i wish i could see all my photos for the first time through the eyes of someone who has never seen a photograph
maybe i just don’t know anymore… i wish i could see all my photos for the first time through the eyes of someone who has never seen a photograph
love this photo of leals and me
love this photo of leals and me
i forgot that my hair was ever like this… i don’t remember it at all
i forgot that my hair was ever like this… i don’t remember it at all
looking through all of my old photos on flickr for this national contest deal and realizing that i’ve learned a lot… in an unexpected amount of time: a year. hmm… i hope it’s not just that i’ve grown tired of all the old photos and they’ve lost all meaning for me, i hope it’s that they really do suck. if that’s true, i’m so happy i know that now. maybe it’s just that i have my eyes open to something different. i know that i approach photos now from a whole new angle, and if i’m successful, i touch a place much more intruiging and meaningful. : )
reversed: they caught a shark wow, amazing photo gurl SERIOUSLY WTF

reversed:

they caught a shark

wow, amazing photo gurl SERIOUSLY WTF

June 29, 2009

No one cares

fromsecondstory:

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: ( sorry. want to talk… ? we could tokbox or fm or whatever.

June 28, 2009

SO IN THE MOOD TO LOOK AT BABY PICTURE BOOKS!!!

(via picturespictures) makin’ a film, yeahhahha (otherwise today is pretty drab for summer)

(via picturespictures)

makin’ a film, yeahhahha (otherwise today is pretty drab for summer)

posting this probably again only because it is my favorite lol-eo
June 27, 2009
childhood flames (that fashion blogger) today i made a shirt like this one
childhood flames (that fashion blogger) today i made a shirt like this one
(via picturespictures) uploaded some photos from this week. i am in a horrible state of trying to grasp the things that feel like water spewing out of in between my fingers. i want to explain to people that i’m trying so hard. i’m stressed. all of the time. i only realized this when my dentist talked about my teeth, how i grind them away every night and when i’m older i will not have any. now it is okay because i have anight guard, but realizing my stress hasn’t helped yet to prevent it. i don’t know how.  i feel like a complete letdown today and i also feel like i can have all the good stuff, but only under certain conditions that make me not want them anymore. i’m in a pile of bad stuff, and i’m blaming myself… which is not so good. today was a bit okay though because i am very inspired and cleaned out my wardrobe and made a shirt from childhood flames (the fashion blog) and took photos, but all that stuff was weighted down with horrible stuff. i just wish everyone understood or wanted to support me. i have a lot to do and i wanted to watch a movie with my family, but i tried to get stuff done and now it is getting late and they won’t want to watch it and they’re all asleep almost. i just feel horrible… and i keep worrying that tomorrow’s filming won’t go right and to add to it i am scared of some people that might be there, but screw them all, i want to act in an oblivious way that will make me feel a bit better. UGH UG UGHUGHUGHGUHGUHGUGHU GHDF;GHG JAGJ’G’JGIEROP ’ FRAKKKKKKKKKK i’m so angry/lost/sad fhdsajfas;kfs (plus no one likes the photos that i took today/kind of like but hey what’s new frak i ugh i don’t care what you think i just am so annoyed.) I COULD GO ON AND ON TO TRY AND FIND SOME SORT OF SOLUTION BUT I CAN’T SO GOODBYE.

(via picturespictures)

uploaded some photos from this week. i am in a horrible state of trying to grasp the things that feel like water spewing out of in between my fingers. i want to explain to people that i’m trying so hard. i’m stressed. all of the time. i only realized this when my dentist talked about my teeth, how i grind them away every night and when i’m older i will not have any. now it is okay because i have anight guard, but realizing my stress hasn’t helped yet to prevent it. i don’t know how.  i feel like a complete letdown today and i also feel like i can have all the good stuff, but only under certain conditions that make me not want them anymore. i’m in a pile of bad stuff, and i’m blaming myself… which is not so good. today was a bit okay though because i am very inspired and cleaned out my wardrobe and made a shirt from childhood flames (the fashion blog) and took photos, but all that stuff was weighted down with horrible stuff. i just wish everyone understood or wanted to support me. i have a lot to do and i wanted to watch a movie with my family, but i tried to get stuff done and now it is getting late and they won’t want to watch it and they’re all asleep almost. i just feel horrible… and i keep worrying that tomorrow’s filming won’t go right and to add to it i am scared of some people that might be there, but screw them all, i want to act in an oblivious way that will make me feel a bit better. UGH UG UGHUGHUGHGUHGUHGUGHU GHDF;GHG JAGJ’G’JGIEROP ’ FRAKKKKKKKKKK i’m so angry/lost/sad fhdsajfas;kfs (plus no one likes the photos that i took today/kind of like but hey what’s new frak i ugh i don’t care what you think i just am so annoyed.) I COULD GO ON AND ON TO TRY AND FIND SOME SORT OF SOLUTION BUT I CAN’T SO GOODBYE.

TODAY SUCKED

STOP RUSHING, STOP FEELING GUILTY, STOP FEELING LIKE A DISSAPOINTMENT
stop trying to convince yourself it can’t be special
klaus nomi (need to find out more about this guy)
klaus nomi (need to find out more about this guy)