i have never been and will never be inspired by the mannequin-like “people” in beauty photographs, they just add to the grime of the city
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2 weeks agoi’m drawn more to the evil things for inspiration. the evil or the depressed. i can remember my acting director telling us all stories or explaining plays and movies and stuff, and he’s the best story teller ever, so i’ve always thrived on the twisted, mystical, evil plots he’s told us of. they just seems more real to me. i remember him telling us about the glass menagerie and my imagination going wild, my eyes wide and watering up. then i read the actual play and it didn’t compare. that’s how great of an inspiration/influence he is. (examples: mabeth, hamlet, the night of the hunter, silence of the lambs, witches, the twelve chairs, the crucible, streetwise etc…) don’t worry though i like “good” more when it comes to my morals and everyday life. it just seems like it’s harder to pull off a film or something that revolves around good instead of evil. a movie for good that i love is hedwig and the angry inch, a great example of when “good” is pulled off in my opinion. although i guess parts of that movie are depressing so maybe nevermind? that’s also another movie on my list of things-i-would-see-twice, which means i highly recommend them because usually seeing a movie for a second time just makes me sad.
2 weeks agoa shoot i had today. i only wish the sun could have been out for longer. i think i might take this concept further. i’m really inspired by it and had some ideas i still want to shoot.
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i realized that i can’t read stuff that someone writes from their own experience using the word “you” anymore. (example: <person 1: you know how whenever there’s a test you forget to write your name on your paper? person 2: no actually i don’t. person 1: oh, well i always forget to. person 2: then speak for yourself for once.> but people in my life use this method for all kinds of things, not just that one specific example.) i read the word you once, my mind becomes totally detatched and i don’t take it seriously. i wish i could concentrate when this happens because everyone does it so i guess i have to adapt.
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