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i suppose no one really knows each other until we hold each other and we rip off each other's skin and turn it inside out and realize that all our insides are the same. we're all sensitive and we're all pretty lonely.

(via caravans)

i admire you

fromsecondstory:

anyone have any good good online magazines?

http://www.filemagazine.com/

some deal i wrote 4 tool day '09

What kind of person do I want to be?

-I want to be able to feel comfortable around everyone (a longshot, I know), but stop analyzing myself and blaming myself everytime something goes wrong.

-I’d like to be able to initiate relationships and be a more proactive person.

-I’d like to feel natural around everyone… sometimes I feel perfect around people I don’t care about, but start to get really conscious around those I do.

-I’d like to be able to tell people that I care about that I care about them.

-Be able to share my thoughts better (mostly w/ my family? I guess…)

-I want to live my life comfortably, but put myself in what I see now as uncomfortable situations. (Or if it wasn’t comfortable, don’t look back on it and blame myself.)

-I want my friends etc. to be able to/want to open up to me, and if there are misunderstandings (…) etc… they should be able to bring it up.

-I want to be able to solve conflicts, and remain just as close w/ the friend after I have.

-I would like to be happy when I feel happy and sad when I feel sad.

-Stop complaining around people.

-Think about how to change things.

-Stop panicking in conversations and thinking so much about what I do wrong and instead read more books.

-Be able to work well w/ people.

-Value each person even if I’m just meeting them and they seem annoying or mean- they probably feel that way for a reason.

-Talk to people/call more about their problems, ask how they’re doing try to help them.

-Honest/honestly/honest/brave… LOL

-Uh… stop getting angry at people and try to explain things.

-Try to find words.

-Make a change.

-Kick conventional beauty out of the world.

-Organized/planning for the future.

-Trusting

I want to take photos in an old graveyard.

(via breathingvioletfog)

ditto. anyone wanna do that today or… friday?